suzanne:
Remember that time when you took me out dancing and couldn't help but throw me against the door when we came home?
Because I'll never forget it.
You had just spent what felt like an eternity playing with me out in the car, which had been idling in the driveway. You grabbed me at one point and kissed me much deeper than usual, reminding me that I could survive having only water, starbucks, and your tongue anywhere on my body. We finally decided to head inside after an intense make-out session.
You see, dear readers, I had been dancing all night, and I felt a little "dirty," shall I say, and I made sure he knew I wanted to rinse off before doing what I really wanted to with him. A simple, clean-like gesture. I unlocked the door, walked inside and said, "Can I still rinse off?"
Scott says, "Yes."
And as he slams me against the door, shutting it in perfect sequence, he says, "Right after I fuck you."
Before I knew it, my panties were slipped off from underneath my cocktail dress, my legs were wrapped around him, my back pressed against the door... and all of a sudden he entered me. (I got the sense that he'd had his cock out of his pants since before we walked in...) Everytime he enters me, it's like a new experience all over again. He stares into my eyes to see my reaction when he thrusts inside me for the first time, which in and of itself is so stimulating for me, to say the very least.
I was so completely consumed with him that I wanted to keep on, making love against the door, but I actually kept slipping and couldn't hold myself up very well. It's a shame it had to end; that was the first time I had been horizontally suspended like that while being fucked. I felt him deeper inside me than usual, and it was overwhelming at first, as his penis usually is because of its incredible size. However, I couldn't take it anymore and I wanted to lay down with him on the soft bed and touch every part of him that he would let me touch.
I repeatedly exclaimed, "Oh hell no," as I strutted to the bedroom and almost ripped my perfect party dress trying desperately to get it off. You don't fuck me against a door and expect me to just take it lying down.
Before I even had the chance to begin to get into the bed, he bent me over and entered me from behind, saying the perfect things he knows I love to hear as he pushes against me.
From then on, we did what we usually do, flip, kiss, suck, caress, stroke, stare, scream, breathe, and, my favorite: ejaculate.
I obviously need to make an entire blog about our discovery of female ejaculation, made completely and entirely possible with the help of Scott and my trust in him. Give this guy a book, and he will learn. Within 20 minutes of reading about it, he was convinced he had to experiment the procedure on me. I have no idea how much time went by after that, but he did make me "squirt" as we like to call it. Ladies, if this has never happened to you, please, take the time to try it. You, as we have read, don't need a partner, it's all in your head. And gentlemen, if you haven't taken the time to explore this possibility of your lady, get your shit together. Apparently, it's pretty awesome for you too.
As he is on top of me, holding my legs tight against me to spread myself for him, I notice that I am so much better at "letting go" mentally. Before, I would concentrate too much on the actions we were performing. After I discovered how thrilling it was to squeeze my pussy around him, come all over him while he's inside me, and feel it trickle down past my asshole, I've realized this is not just about the two of us making love. It's about so many other things, including feeling absolutely and purely stimulated.
Oh, Scott, I can recall the feeling of last night's episode: You continually grind your cock in an upward motion, gliding back and forth across my "G spot." When the feeling hits, I realize that there's that feeling... that feeling that I'm building. That's when I slide my hands up your chest and stare at you, then my hands embrace all sides of your neck. I almost want to squeeze your throat sometimes, just to alert you that you're giving me the best pleasure RIGHT NOW, this very moment. It builds more and more, and I see you with that endless look in your eyes. You say, "Your pussy feels so good," and I always think, "You don't even know." My pussy always feels good with you inside, but when you touch that spot with the head of your cock.. and I can feel your balls slam against me.. and the bottom of your belly warm my clit, I know it's coming. Literally. And those damn "Ejac Rockets" shooting down my legs and into my toes certainly tells me to keep an eye out.
I'll push with all my might a couple of times before it's actually ready. At this point, I can't really control when it comes out. Fortunately, that's the thrilling part. When I climax, the ejaculate passes through, over my spot, and all over you. That feeling alone sends me to... fuck, I don't know... somewhere else. But with you. I look up and scream, and usually with my eyes closed, simply because I can't believe how good it feels everytime you make me come. Then I look at you to see if you like the sudden feeling of being "over-lubricated." You push and watch me, making me tingle all over.
Then you continue to fuck me, since now you sense I am sensitive as fuck, my whole body shaking, and although completely satisfied, always wanting more of you. Everytime you make me come, I always think about this: "His turn."
You rolled me to my side, you pushed harder and harder... And through it all, I still got what I wanted. I wanted so badly for you to come in my mouth. I don't know if I showed very well or not by sucking your balls and looking up at you while you jacked off, inches from my face, but I do know that I had to have you in my mouth while you ejaculated. I can't help but touch myself while you masturbate, it's so goddamn sexy for me. I love playing with my clit piercing of course, so I always find a reason to do that... but watching you roll your eyes into the back of your head while you moan and kiss me is my favorite friendly reminder of how much we actually turn each other on.
I always want you to feel the warmth of my mouth, moist with anticipation when you come, I hope you know that. But what I NEED is to have you come inside me. I feel your penis swell just before you do, and I don't think there is a greater feeling in the world. (Some come close, don't worry.) In the meantime, as we patiently (patiently, right?) wait for my cycle to get where we need it, I absolutely love it when you come in my mouth. Close second would be all over my tits. I'll review all of this when you finally get to come as you fuck me up my ass.
On that note, can I just say thank you for playing with my ass? :) It feels so great and I've viewed the whole process as yet another way that Scott gets to enlighten Suzanne.
So now, as I complete this post, I think about him, his penis, his tongue, every protruding part of his body that turns me on so much. He's always perfect in the morning, caressing my back with that special touch that he has, waking me up to love and acceptance, not horny nonsense... and evetually, I'm dying to have his fantastic cock inside me once again.
Waking up to the one you love staring at you, wanting you, and eventually ejaculating all over you before you even get out of bed, is a much better way to start the day than with two scoops... of anything.
I love you.
suzanne